As if by magic I didn’t get the job. Why? You tell me. It’s not like I wanted it in the first place but I got seduced into thinking this was going to be the chance of a lifetime. We’ve been backwards and forwards for a months and then the line just went dead. Nothing, despite my saying yes. So there you go; a months worth of work down the drain and dreams lying in tatters on the floor. So, I’ll pick myself up, get this company up and running as strong as ever and keep looking. Its not that I wanted to join this outfit much anyway, to be honest they did look a bit chaotic. No, I wanted to escape this country that was my primary aim. So I’ll look for other jobs in Asia and learn the hard way when to stop pushing too hard. What started as a bit of fun has now seriously dented my happiness and aspirations but I must not lose the focus. It’s their loss the cunts.